The Big No-No

I haven't written in quite sometime and I know I haven't. There are alot of things I have to tell you from what my mom says.
Flat out. I am either going to UCSF or Stanford for a week or two for testing. I don't want to go. At all. Yeah you all probably are thinking "Is she stupid? You don't want to get well?" The answer is, I probably am, and I do want too. But not now. I've already missed out on many things already and being gone for 2 weeks from my lovely ghetto town is going to be miserable.
I won't see any of my friends. I haven't seen them anyway but knowing that I can't even try. Its brutal.
But on the Happy note. I am in Speech and Debate in my High School. I'm very excited. I can't compete and I don't blame my mom for thinking that because I could be seizing in a round, and thats just bad, even though I have a back-up plan, I'm not going to do that.
This isn't a long one because there are many other things to say, but I'll save it for later. I don't want to give out everything and no one even knows I'm writing now. So Who's reading for I could tell you more.