Sunday, May 31, 2009

Its been awhile..

I have a EEG in the morning so I'm up for the night.. So I'm typin' =]
So, I have had a busy busy week. I went from going to a party and forgeting people, to 3 movies nights in one week. Definitely soo busy.

But I'm not here to talk about my crazy life. I'm here to tell my story.

I'm a teenage girl. Just like other girls, I get into drama. I fall in love as deep as a 17 year old could fall. And I live life like there is no tomorrow.. Though not many girls do that. They think of the consequences which at times you definitely have to.

I remember the first time I had drama. Elementary school. During those days, I was probably 1 of 2 white girls in my class. I only had black and ansian friends.. I was the uh-oh oreo.. Those were the wreckin' days. But as years came and gone, friends come and go and drama fades.. You would think drama would fade aswell.. No it doesn't. Its forever with you! Shame, yes. But it helps you in the long run. When you are married or dating, you learn to communicate. Thats what drama has helped me with. You talk about whats wrong rather than running away from your problem.

Falling in love.. ..::sigh::.. You know when your a kid, and there is a cute boy in your class and he gives you gifts and you all of the sudden fall in love with the boy? Well, I was never that girl. I got gifts and one time I got a home-made candle in shaped in a heart, and I said I didn't want it and I threw it back at him.. I was a feisty =] BUt times cames and they led to crushes that leave you thinking "Could he be the one?" Haha and thats like 12 yr olds or 14.. Haha I would think about them too much. But once I got older, feelings came stronger and falling in love for the first time, as much as a 17 year old could love, was definitely different. Definitely hard to let go of. Because something bigger and not at all better came.

My seizures have changed my life. I don't know if it was for the better or worse, but they have really changed how my life has been. I see that more people are looking out for me.. Like a man, that I use to fear, not because he is mean bc he isn't! He's is one of the funniest, sweetest men I know, but he; is looking out for me..

People are out there, just wondering how things are. You think that there isn't anyone there to help you, or care, but there is always someone.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Jon Schmidt Is AMAZING!!

I absolutely love this song.. He is beyond amazing.

Monday, May 11, 2009

GGma Grave..

Grandma really wanted to visit Great Grandma Harris' grave so today we did. It was good for her, I can tell..

Friends are there through it all. =]]

So I have been doing this video Slideshows of the happenings at church and with friends. I know some of it is late but here is the most recent one.

This one is with pictures with friends from Prom, Day with Katlynn, and the Ettiquite Dinner with Creekside and Valley Oaks (And Matt).

At Prom, I don't have the Actual photos that the mothers took, so these were from my phone. My prom date was with my Best Friend Caleb. Friends since we can remember and friends we shall alway be =].

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend." 
- Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies). Sent by clovers

 We wen't with our friends Daniel & Nicole and Michael & Meleena. It was great! 
Caleb made a CD mix of different "Hip" songs.
And Out of this experience, I think we both learned not to make year long promises haha.

With Katlynn, I spent the whole day with her because my mom and I decided not to have me go to Santa Cruz for her own reasons. So the day before I had major Fun with Katlynn.

"Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival." 
- C. S. Lewis

So The highlight of our day was that we were getting gas at Arco and there were a couple good-looking guys parked behind us. She called dibs on the Driver and I called on the passenger. We both didn't get a good look at the guy in the back seat. So I told her she should get his number and as planned, she didn't. 
Well she had to get the receit from the register and when she left, the driver came up to my window and told me that his friends didn't have the nerve to get our numbers so he had too. We talked about it when she came back and she gave them hers.
All through-out that day, she was talking to a guy name Nick. And Nick wanted me to talk to his friend Jeff bc Jeff wanted my number.. It was crazy!

On Friday, we had the Ettiquite dinner/dance. I surprised a lot of people bc they knew I was going to the beach but they didn't know I had changed the plans last minute.
So I had eaten with Daniel (From prom), Nathan, and The MINI DAC, Zoe and Emily. {Hollee, Emily, Zoe, and I are the mini. Them 2 are Holle and My Mini Me's}.

1) "Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other gold"

2) "Make new friends, both young and old, one in Silver, the other Gold."

3) "Make new friends but keep the old, some are silver and others are Gold"

4}"I have a hand, and you have another; put them together and we have each other." 

We danced and Had a rocking time.. We had our downs obviously, which would be our ending picture. 

Hospitals suck until you have friends =] Matt!
This seizure was apparently beyond weird for everyone.
I am Seriously sorry to Lexi Lu for going through that one for her first time.. She's my little sis and I love her to death.

Well enough of my chatting, Here the video. [Copy the Link and go to the site. Unfortunately my compluter won't let me upload videos.]