Undecisive.

pmSo this past week has been an interesting one. I went to my friends wedding with a date. I was so happy! Haha. But later that night I went to a Hockey game with my cousins. They live in Utah and San Deigo so I rarely see them.
At the game, a couple of my friends came and sat with them. I was going to be sitting father up and to the side more because my friend, John, was coming and I didn't want to feed him to the fishes too soon.
Eventually though, I had him join my family and such. It wasn't what I expected from them though. I was shocked. I was expecting them to ask him embaressing questions, or making him blush and such, but no. It was torwards me.
I understand that I should take the medication that the doctor subscribed to me, that the worst that could happen is dying (highly not likely but still, hypothetically), but just going is freaking me out.
I love my family, without them I wouldn't be able to take a joke, but I know they care and I'm taking it into alot of consideration.
Thanks.